i already say it for him !!!

i just wanna scream ..
cry ..
hit something around me ..
i just wanna you ..
but you leave me without hear that i said ..
i hate that ..
i hate to thinking 'bout you ..
i hate when my head full of your name ..
i hate all about you ..
all of YOU !
(he leaves me to goin' w/ his bestfriend when i wanna with him)

i just wanna scream out !!!

terkadang emosi yang meledak2 membutakan segalanya. inilah posisi saya sekarang. seperti ingin meledak, tetapi begitu sulit dirasakan bagian mana yang akan meledak. seperti orang pergi kepasar, membawa uang, tetapi hilang ingatan apa yang akan dibeli (gambaran yang rumit ? saya rasa tidak). tetapi sungguh ingin sekali mengeluarkan emosi yang tidak jelas darimana dan atas dasar apa dilampiaskan. complicated ? absolutely !!! ANGRY ? OF COURSE !!!

my outfit

i just go hangout with my iekha and phirud xoxo.

banyak yang bilang love without money is impossible, but for me it's possible. kayak liriknya Plain White T's

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

he said "i'm workhard just for you" :')

i know how this feel *blushing*

bring my mood back, puhleaseee !!!

oh myyyyy .. (cuma bisa nelen liur) *sigh

i'm back :D

finally, semangat buat ngeblog muncul lagi .itu juga gara2 ngeliatin blognya temannya teman yang eye catching (bagi saya sih). dan muncul lagi perasaan ga mau kalah. jadinya ngutak-ngatik blog yang udah lama banget ga kepake (baju kaleeee :p). lama ga ngeblog, banyak banget yang pengen saya share disini. 'bout everything wrong or strange in my story of life. yah mungkin ceritanya bisa disambung ntar ya. soalnya saya masih gemesssss pengen mendekorasi nih blog. hahahaha.
i'll be back ;) xoxo